The danger of adventure is worth a thousand days of ease and comfort. – Paulo Coelho What is the longest period of time that you’ve gone without having sex? I’m not talking about the time you were a virgin or the time it takes to recover from childbirth or an injury/surgery. What is the long amount of time you’ve willfully gone without sex? After my ex, it took me nearly four years before I had sex again. The first time I had sex since my ex was quite the adventure. The man lived a wild life. He was quite the kinky fucker, though he wasn’t dominant. GETTING BACK OUT THERE Before I met Sir, I had a Mistress. She knew how long it had been since I last had sex so she wanted me to see how many men and women I could have sex with in 24 hours. Obviously, […]
“I’m also just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her.” ~ Notting Hill The theme for the Erotic Poetry Challenge is movies. I decided to sex up the famous quote from Notting Hill. Here I am, standing before you nakedWhat was once casual, now complicatedYou look at me with riveting eyesMy feelings for you are much a surprise Your fingers nimbly caress my every curveA man like you, I don’t deserveYet in your arms, I feel secureLines between love and lust, now obscure You hold me close and kiss my lipsMy plump ass, your hand now gripsTangled in lustrous desires for youI’m just a girl asking you to love her too This poem is for lover. I desire to hear him say that he loves me. Each time I see him, my feelings for him intensify. I don’t want to be without him. I […]
Surrender. This week, the theme for Wicked Wednesday is Surrender. Sometimes, that feeling of surrender or submission can be a bit addicting. This is a story about a lonely girl and her lustful surrender to an unexpected person. Firstly, I want to say thank you to Sir for helping me write part of this story. I had sent Sir the first draft of the story then he told me what I should add. Secondly, I feel like a giddy little girl that he was part of the writing process. Thank you Sir. I hope that I will be able to surrender my body and mind to you in person. “Submission is a duty from the mind. Surrender is from the heart, an emotional attitude that gives all to your beloved as you have each other.” —A married woman (From Psychology Today) ABANDONED – SURRENDER THE EX Catrin sat on the […]
We get to the bedroom door and we hear what sounds like something hitting flesh followed by squeals and screams. Sir starts chuckling. “Sounds like Mr. Lutz is punishing the girls. Maybe, I should punish you too.” I look up at Sir. “But why, Sir? What did I do wrong?” I give him a cute innocent look. “Don’t give me those puppy eyes.” Sir opens the bedroom door and pushes me toward the bed. “Lie down, spread eagle.” “Yes, Sir.” I lie on the bed and spread my legs for Sir. Sir inserts a vibrator into my cunt. He turns it on to the lowest setting. “Sir, I can barely feel it.” Sir pinches my nipples. “Oh honey, we’re just getting started.” Sir gives me an evil grin. Sir grabs a blindfold and ties over my eyes. “I don’t want you to know what’s coming. I want you to feel […]
*Warning: this post contains graphic nature and references to rape. If you are under 18 or sensitive to graphic content, please do not proceed. “In order to heal, we must first forgive … and sometimes the person we must forgive is ourselves.” – Mila Bron Yesterday, I wrote about my experience of being raped. I expressed my shame, but today, I want to present a narrative of healing and finding peace. HEALING FROM TRAUMA Healing from physical trauma is often done a lot more quickly than healing from emotional trauma. Physical healing is often an automatic response from your body. You skin your knee so your body reacts and forms a scab. You break your arm and a doctor sets in a cast so that your bone can mend itself. Emotional healing requires a bit of extra work. It’s not as simple as sitting back and relaxing. It doesn’t necessarily […]
*Warning: this post contains graphic nature and references to rape. If you are under 18 or sensitive to graphic content, please do not proceed. Shame tends to silence us. We don’t want others to know what causes us to feel dirty and disgusting. We don’t want to wear that disease on our sleeve. But sometimes, voicing our shame leads to freedom from the inner demons that oppress us. A lot of times, our untold truths are what breeds hate, resentment and bitterness. To contribute positivity to the world, sometimes, we need to fix what’s broken inside of us first. This is my truth… NO MEANS NO No means no unless you’ve already agreed to CNC. I wasn’t a sub at the time and there was definitely no CNC agreed upon. I was dating my ex at the time. We had gotten a hotel. Sex was fine, but anal was not. […]
“Anyone can ride with us, you don’t have to be a member. You don’t have to ride a motorcycle; you can drive a car and help us carry our equipment.” – Traci Dickson Mrs Fever’s third prompt for the Summer Writing Challenge is “Ride.” When I think about riding, many things come to mind. I ride in a car. I’ve rode trains, planes, taxis and buses. I think about life and how it’s like riding a roller coaster. I think about the Wild West and cowboys. I also think about of something more sexual and that would be riding cocks. THE FIRST RIDE Maybe I’ve always been a slut. I lost my virginity to an Asian guy (let’s call him Stuart) and in less than 24 hours, I was in bed with another guy (let’s call him Ricky). Ricky was Hispanic and I know this is going to sound so […]
I’ve learned that having the right person is like hitting the jackpot and the kinks are just a bonus.
I long for him from miles away. It was never bound to be an ordinary relationship.
Sir lives on the other side of the world so pleasure doesn’t come in the form of sex, but we do still play. I absolutely love when Sir plays with me. I always get to squirt for him. Before Sir came into my life, I had squirt once and only once. I had never really had an orgasm though. That first squirt came about 3 hours using three vibrators at once. I had two bullets for the clit and a vibrator for the g-spot. I broke the bullets trying to get this point. Finally, a stream flowed from my cunt. I had tried to do this again, but it never happened. Fast forward 4 years and I meet Sir. The first time I orgasmed for anyone was on December 29, 2019. Sir was playing with me. I have a WeVibe so sometimes Sir will control my toy. I also have […]