The Sad Submissive

There is so much I want to say to you, but I don’t know how. To say I am just a sad submissive is is an understatement. THE SAD SUBMISSIVE WEEPS I feel like I am drowning in a sea of violent sorrows. Maybe I was naive for once again ignoring the warning signs. I should have known that it was coming. Maybe I’m just a victim of my own delusions, this made up fantasy that this would be forever. From the beginning, I told myself not to get attached, but then I did. You are the first man I opened up to since being released from the prison my ex held me in. I let myself become vulnerable with you and I gave a part of myself away to you. The moment I became your submissive, I knew there was no other Dom that I wanted but you. So […]

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Terrified

Something disturbing happened last night so this week, I’m taking a break from Fantasy Friday. I will resume next Friday. I talked to Sir and lover about what happened because I’m still a bit shaken. They always want me to be safe. But right, I don’t feel safe. I’m actually terrified. Why did he come back? I scared of him. I’ve done everything to cut off contact and it feels like he is still after me. I may have forgiven him for the past, but I did not forget what he did. And I wish that he would leave me alone. Yours Truly, The Sassy Sub Daily

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You Don’t Have to Hide

For as long as I can remember, I’ve been a fairly good actress when it comes to hiding or getting out of things. As a kid, I had found a way to make myself throw up pretty much whenever I wanted so I could get out of taking certain tests. I was great at playing the mopey kid who was just “too sick” to go on. As I grew older, it became the exact opposite. When I was sick or in pain, I’d hide it fairly well. I’ve been to work with terrible sinus infections and bronchitis at the same time. I don’t like piles of work to catch up on so why take time off for something as minor as that. For several years, I’ve suffered from pelvic pain. I have a high pain tolerance so I’d just push through it and sometimes even workout in pain. The endorphins […]

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Saturday Blues

It’s Saturday, I really wanted to play. But the aunt came for a visit and decided to stay. It’s only been a couple of weeks, but it feels like an eternity. Going this long without touching myself seems a bit insane. I try not to masturbate unless Sir is playing with me, but it’s been two whole weeks. Dear old aunt, please go away and don’t come back another day. The pain you are causing me is both physical and mental. You are a backstabbing bitch, so please stop pissing on my parade. I wish I could play with my Delicious Dom this weekend. Surrendering to him is what I really crave and I think I’m currently suffering from withdrawals. Yours Truly, The Sassy Sub Daily

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