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Acoustic Beat Of My Heart

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She looked for beats in songs on which she could dance and drink. I kept looking for that acoustic song, in which my soul could sink. – Amrit PAL Singh There’s something about acoustic music that makes it unlike any other genre. It strips away all the extras and somehow, allows for more emotion to cut through. Acoustic music has a simpler sound, but the rawness of it can be rather powerful. TORI KELLY’S ACOUSTIC MUSIC Most of Tory Kelly’s songs are acoustic. Tori Kelly started off as a musician on YouTube. I went through different phases in which certain songs of hers were on repeat. In love, suffering from heartache, loneliness…she had a song that would speak to me. I WAS MADE FOR LOVING YOU A dangerous plan, just this timeA stranger’s hand clutched in mineI’ll take this chance, so call me blindI’ve been waiting all my lifePlease don’t […]

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Erotic Poetry Challenge

I’m Just A Girl

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“I’m also just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her.” ~ Notting Hill The theme for the Erotic Poetry Challenge is movies. I decided to sex up the famous quote from Notting Hill. Here I am, standing before you nakedWhat was once casual, now complicatedYou look at me with riveting eyesMy feelings for you are much a surprise Your fingers nimbly caress my every curveA man like you, I don’t deserveYet in your arms, I feel secureLines between love and lust, now obscure You hold me close and kiss my lipsMy plump ass, your hand now gripsTangled in lustrous desires for youI’m just a girl asking you to love her too This poem is for lover. I desire to hear him say that he loves me. Each time I see him, my feelings for him intensify. I don’t want to be without him. I […]

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Love In His Body Language

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“Body language is a silent orchestra, as people constantly give clues to what they’re thinking and feeling.” – Psychology Today Body language includes facial expressions, body gestures (kinesics), space (proxemics), touch (haptics), and eye contact (oculesics). Most of our communication relies on body language. In a long distance relationship, we often can’t rely on body language to get to know each other. We lack the ability to touch each other. That physical intimacy cannot be relied upon. With Sir, body language is not used to get to know him. All we have are texts. But with lover, it’s all about body language. For the past couple of months, I’ve been trying to figure out if lover is actually in love with me. I thought I’d take a look at his body language and analyze what it could all be saying. FACIAL EXPRESSIONS I’ve seen a range of facial expressions when […]

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My Lover

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I saw lover earlier this week and well of course, we made love. It’s nothing new. We always end up having sex when we’re together. Sometimes, he’ll say he’s not in the mood, but moments later, he’s taking my clothes off and on top of me. Lately, every time we are together, something changes. Maybe it’s because I’m in love with him. BETTER AND BETTER This week, I looked a him and my heart fluttered. Each time I see him, I find him more and more attractive. I’ll look at him and smile because he’s my man and I feel incredibly lucky that I’m the girl he wants. I found myself wondering if he was this handsome the day we met because if so, I never noticed. JUST A VANILLA LOVER He’s not some crazy kinkster. He’s not rich. He’s not extremely buff. He’s doesn’t have a lucrative career. He’s […]

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Wicked Wednesday

Immortal

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❝Words and magic were in the beginning one and the same thing, and even today words retain much of their magical power.❞― Sigmund Freud This weeks prompt for Wicked Wednesday is Magic so I decided to present it in the form of a supernatural love story. I’ve always enjoyed the darker side of magical/supernatural creatures…something that leaves you a bit haunted and mystified at the same time. It’s Wednesday, June 17th. It’s a bittersweet day. It’s the tenth anniversary of Ryland’s death, but the only day of the year that I get to see him again. I haven’t dated in years. I had tried until the first anniversary of his death. I saw him again. I could feel his breath upon my skin. His fingers danced along my shoulder as I shuddered with a great chill. The following year, it happened again, but this time, I had felt his possessive […]

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We Got Caught By His Ex

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“All discarded lovers should be given a second chance, but with somebody else.” – Mae West If you’ve been reading since the beginning, you’ve probably read about the craziness that goes on with lover and his life. You’ll know that he’s a dad. And you’ll know things aren’t always easy with him. Right before quarantine, we fought and I thought he was breaking up with me, but that wasn’t the case. We’ve been caught twice by his kid. And well, we got caught again, but not by his kid, but by his ex. WE LIKE SEXTING Lover and I don’t get to be with each other too often because he’s a dad and his kid is his first priority. When we don’t see each other, we have to text. It’s a bit harder to have steamy conversations over the phone or on FaceTime when there’s a kid around. Though, sometimes […]

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Please Don’t Take My Sunshine Away

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You are my sunshine, my only sunshineYou make me happy when skies are grayYou’ll never know dear how much I love youPlease don’t take my sunshine away You Are My Sunshine by Jimmie Davis Many attribute authorship of You Are My Sunshine to Jimmie Davis in 1940, but it has been recorded in 1939 by The Pine Ridge Boys and The Rice Brothers Gang. Although, there are rumors about who the author may be, the real author is not confirmed. Jimmie Davis bought the rights to the song and recorded his own version in 1940. Later, Bing Crosby and Gene Autry came out with their own versions of the song and turned it into a hit song. Now, I wasn’t born in the 40s. I was not alive for any part of that decade. I am pretty young, but this song has remained popular even in modern days. You may […]

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Three Simple Words

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Every time I talk to my lover, there are three simple words that sit on the tip of my tongue. Three simple words that I want to say to him when we’re in bed together. Three simple words that I want to say as he kisses me goodbye. Those three simple words may not be so grand when they are said alone, but when you string them together and it is truly what you mean, fireworks go off. Sometimes, it brings couples closer together and sometimes, one gets mad and walks away because the other does not feel the same. I LOVE YOU! Instead, I settle for the, “I miss you.” I say that I miss him every single day. To miss someone just seems less impactful than loving someone. I’m very careful with those three simple words. My ex and another guy that I had dated forced me to […]

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My Vanilla Lover

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I spent time with my lover yesterday. When I am with him, I never want the moment to end. We could be cuddling on the couch, lying in bed, eating food, watching TV, or having our sexy time, I just like being with him. I know I’m a bit insecure, but being with him takes those insecurities away. I tend to have insecurities about my body and sometimes I get scared that my lover will end up leaving me for someone better. Then I walk into the door and he pulls me in to kiss me and he gets hard on the spot. I can feel him through his pants so he must find me sexy. He had a video conference so I had to wait a bit. I was sitting on the floor and he was sitting on the couch. He reached down my shirt to play with my […]

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