An Open Heart – Falling In Love

“When you open your heart with a quiet mind love rushes in.” – Genevieve Gerard The last prompt of Mrs Fever’s Summer Writing Project is an open one. I OPEN MY EYES I open my eyes each morning and think about my lover. Pinpointing the exact moment I fell in love with him is a bit of a difficult task. It was a culmination of events that led to the desire to spend my life with him. I’ve never been in love before so falling in love was something new and I didn’t know what was going on. Something was changing and I was rather confused. Why did I miss him so much? I didn’t understand why I suddenly needed his comfort in bed when I always liked having the bed to myself. I OPEN MY HEART The possibility of loving someone seemed so distant. I had been hurt significantly […]

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The Sad Submissive

There is so much I want to say to you, but I don’t know how. To say I am just a sad submissive is is an understatement. THE SAD SUBMISSIVE WEEPS I feel like I am drowning in a sea of violent sorrows. Maybe I was naive for once again ignoring the warning signs. I should have known that it was coming. Maybe I’m just a victim of my own delusions, this made up fantasy that this would be forever. From the beginning, I told myself not to get attached, but then I did. You are the first man I opened up to since being released from the prison my ex held me in. I let myself become vulnerable with you and I gave a part of myself away to you. The moment I became your submissive, I knew there was no other Dom that I wanted but you. So […]

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Three Simple Words

Every time I talk to my lover, there are three simple words that sit on the tip of my tongue. Three simple words that I want to say to him when we’re in bed together. Three simple words that I want to say as he kisses me goodbye. Those three simple words may not be so grand when they are said alone, but when you string them together and it is truly what you mean, fireworks go off. Sometimes, it brings couples closer together and sometimes, one gets mad and walks away because the other does not feel the same. I LOVE YOU! Instead, I settle for the, “I miss you.” I say that I miss him every single day. To miss someone just seems less impactful than loving someone. I’m very careful with those three simple words. My ex and another guy that I had dated forced me to […]

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My Vanilla Lover

I spent time with my lover yesterday. When I am with him, I never want the moment to end. We could be cuddling on the couch, lying in bed, eating food, watching TV, or having our sexy time, I just like being with him. I know I’m a bit insecure, but being with him takes those insecurities away. I tend to have insecurities about my body and sometimes I get scared that my lover will end up leaving me for someone better. Then I walk into the door and he pulls me in to kiss me and he gets hard on the spot. I can feel him through his pants so he must find me sexy. He had a video conference so I had to wait a bit. I was sitting on the floor and he was sitting on the couch. He reached down my shirt to play with my […]

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More Strange Dreams

Last night, I had more dreams. One of them had to do with my lover telling me that I could stay with him. Sir said that the desire behind that dream was obvious. If I did stay with my lover, we’d never leave the bed. Even in the little bit of the time we do get together, we hardly leave the bedroom. It’s like a sex marathon. I can’t get enough of him. Kissing, cuddling, and a lot of fucking. I don’t know if I’ll ever get to that point with him. I want to be with him and I miss him every minute we’re apart, but I don’t know if he’ll ever get to the same point. He doesn’t seem to believe me when I tell him that I miss him, but I really do and I don’t want to be without him. Yours Truly, The Sassy Sub Daily

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Waking Up Alone

Waking up alone…I really don’t like it. I want to wake up next to Sir Daddy or my lover. I want to wake up spooning or with my head resting on one of their chests. Naked cuddles would be the best so I can have that skin to skin contact. It would make me feel safe and loved. When I wake up and find myself alone, I sometimes feel terrified from the nightmare I’ve had or from past emotional trauma. Waking up next to one of the two men I am fond of, would bring me a sense of comfort. It’s like I know they’ll take care of me. I know they’ll calm me down. I know they’ll keep me safe and I feel like they’ll protect me. Maybe that’s why I feel like calling Sir, Daddy instead sometimes and why I will sometimes refer to my lover as dear […]

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I Can’t Make You Love Me

I guess instead of continuing to say, “guy I’m dating,” I’ll refer to him as “lover” instead. I wish I could make my lover love me, but I can’t. I never know what he’s thinking or how he really feels. I’ve lost so much sleep over him in past week. I fell in love with him, but he’s been acting strange. Over the weekend, he was telling me how much he missed me and blowing me kisses on video chat. Then on Monday, he completely changed. I swear he’s worse than Katy Perry’s Hot n Cold. I love him and I wish he would love me back, but I don’t know how he feels and I can’t tell him what to feel. It’s made me cry for several nights because this week he’s been ignoring me and that’s never been the case. I don’t know how you can go from […]

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You’re All I Have

It’s officially four months with my Dom today. I don’t know what I’d do without him. I’m a complete mess, an emotional wreck and he puts up with me and the baggage I come with. It’s becoming clearer to me that in terms of emotional support, he’s all I have. I’ve been dating someone for the past three months and even though I have feelings for him, I don’t think he feels the same way so he plays with my emotions and drives me insane trying to figure out where we’re headed. So I think that he’s trying to get rid of me. Maybe I’m just overthinking things and maybe I am just insane. But if he isn’t honest with me, I might end things because I can’t keep doing this. I’m the one who’s hurting because of it. That leaves me with my Dom who’s a million miles away, […]

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Different But Equal

I didn’t think it was possible for me to have feelings for more than one person before. I think that’s slowly changed. I have feelings for both the guy I’m dating and for my Dom. I think my feelings for my Dom have been more obvious especially with the way I write about him. With the guy I’m dating, it more so grew over the past few months. Each of them play different roles in my life, but they’re equally important. I could not imagine my life without either of them. If either of them left me, my heart would surely break. I need them both. With the guy I’m dating, it’s these gentle and tender feelings. With my Dom, it’s more so these intense lustful feelings. You can compare it to gentle love making versus being fucked roughly. I think my feelings are different, but equal. I need both […]

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