Acoustic Beat Of My Heart

She looked for beats in songs on which she could dance and drink. I kept looking for that acoustic song, in which my soul could sink. – Amrit PAL Singh There’s something about acoustic music that makes it unlike any other genre. It strips away all the extras and somehow, allows for more emotion to cut through. Acoustic music has a simpler sound, but the rawness of it can be rather powerful. TORI KELLY’S ACOUSTIC MUSIC Most of Tory Kelly’s songs are acoustic. Tori Kelly started off as a musician on YouTube. I went through different phases in which certain songs of hers were on repeat. In love, suffering from heartache, loneliness…she had a song that would speak to me. I WAS MADE FOR LOVING YOU A dangerous plan, just this timeA stranger’s hand clutched in mineI’ll take this chance, so call me blindI’ve been waiting all my lifePlease don’t […]

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I’m Just A Girl

“I’m also just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her.” ~ Notting Hill The theme for the Erotic Poetry Challenge is movies. I decided to sex up the famous quote from Notting Hill. Here I am, standing before you nakedWhat was once casual, now complicatedYou look at me with riveting eyesMy feelings for you are much a surprise Your fingers nimbly caress my every curveA man like you, I don’t deserveYet in your arms, I feel secureLines between love and lust, now obscure You hold me close and kiss my lipsMy plump ass, your hand now gripsTangled in lustrous desires for youI’m just a girl asking you to love her too This poem is for lover. I desire to hear him say that he loves me. Each time I see him, my feelings for him intensify. I don’t want to be without him. I […]

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Big Realization – Dad Bods Are Sexy

Prompt No. 5 in Mrs Fever’s Summer Writing Project is Big. I thought of a big realization. I’ve always found dad bods to be sexy, but how men actually felt about having a dad bod wasn’t something I actually paid much attention to until recently. Being sexy is all about attitude, not body type. It’s a state of mind. Amisha Patel THE BIG REALIZATION I’ve always found both my Dom and my lover to be sexy. There’s no question about that. They both have the ability to get me wet and salivating in a matter of seconds. Nothing has changed about that. Lover has a tendency to say that he’s not that great when I compliment him. He actually gets a little defensive when I say something nice about him. When I call him sexy, he laughs it off. I didn’t quite understand why. I knew that his ex left […]

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Love In His Body Language

“Body language is a silent orchestra, as people constantly give clues to what they’re thinking and feeling.” – Psychology Today Body language includes facial expressions, body gestures (kinesics), space (proxemics), touch (haptics), and eye contact (oculesics). Most of our communication relies on body language. In a long distance relationship, we often can’t rely on body language to get to know each other. We lack the ability to touch each other. That physical intimacy cannot be relied upon. With Sir, body language is not used to get to know him. All we have are texts. But with lover, it’s all about body language. For the past couple of months, I’ve been trying to figure out if lover is actually in love with me. I thought I’d take a look at his body language and analyze what it could all be saying. FACIAL EXPRESSIONS I’ve seen a range of facial expressions when […]

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My Lover

I saw lover earlier this week and well of course, we made love. It’s nothing new. We always end up having sex when we’re together. Sometimes, he’ll say he’s not in the mood, but moments later, he’s taking my clothes off and on top of me. Lately, every time we are together, something changes. Maybe it’s because I’m in love with him. BETTER AND BETTER This week, I looked a him and my heart fluttered. Each time I see him, I find him more and more attractive. I’ll look at him and smile because he’s my man and I feel incredibly lucky that I’m the girl he wants. I found myself wondering if he was this handsome the day we met because if so, I never noticed. JUST A VANILLA LOVER He’s not some crazy kinkster. He’s not rich. He’s not extremely buff. He’s doesn’t have a lucrative career. He’s […]

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We Got Caught By His Ex

“All discarded lovers should be given a second chance, but with somebody else.” – Mae West If you’ve been reading since the beginning, you’ve probably read about the craziness that goes on with lover and his life. You’ll know that he’s a dad. And you’ll know things aren’t always easy with him. Right before quarantine, we fought and I thought he was breaking up with me, but that wasn’t the case. We’ve been caught twice by his kid. And well, we got caught again, but not by his kid, but by his ex. WE LIKE SEXTING Lover and I don’t get to be with each other too often because he’s a dad and his kid is his first priority. When we don’t see each other, we have to text. It’s a bit harder to have steamy conversations over the phone or on FaceTime when there’s a kid around. Though, sometimes […]

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Running Into His Arms

Mrs Fever’s fourth prompt in the Summer Writing Project is ‘Run.’ I absolutely detest running. It’s like a form cruel punishment. Thankfully, Sir thinks walking is safer than running so he won’t make me run (hopefully). My greatest memories of running don’t really have anything to do with the physical act of running. RUNNING TOWARD LOVE The way lover and I started dating wasn’t through candlelit dinners or long romantic walks on the beach. I met lover on Tinder and we had normal conversations with each other before things got steamy. Can you believe one of the topics we talked about was history? When I finally met him in person, it wasn’t in a public setting. I went over to his place. I was so unsure of going to see him. I was already with Sir at the time and really only wanted to have sex with Sir, but Sir […]

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The Hardest Person to Forgive

*Warning: this post contains graphic nature and references to rape. If you are under 18 or sensitive to graphic content, please do not proceed. “In order to heal, we must first forgive … and sometimes the person we must forgive is ourselves.” – Mila Bron Yesterday, I wrote about my experience of being raped. I expressed my shame, but today, I want to present a narrative of healing and finding peace. HEALING FROM TRAUMA Healing from physical trauma is often done a lot more quickly than healing from emotional trauma. Physical healing is often an automatic response from your body. You skin your knee so your body reacts and forms a scab. You break your arm and a doctor sets in a cast so that your bone can mend itself. Emotional healing requires a bit of extra work. It’s not as simple as sitting back and relaxing. It doesn’t necessarily […]

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Wicked Wednesday: I Will Be Heard

*Warning: this post contains graphic nature and references to rape. If you are under 18 or sensitive to graphic content, please do not proceed. Shame tends to silence us. We don’t want others to know what causes us to feel dirty and disgusting. We don’t want to wear that disease on our sleeve. But sometimes, voicing our shame leads to freedom from the inner demons that oppress us. A lot of times, our untold truths are what breeds hate, resentment and bitterness. To contribute positivity to the world, sometimes, we need to fix what’s broken inside of us first. This is my truth… NO MEANS NO No means no unless you’ve already agreed to CNC. I wasn’t a sub at the time and there was definitely no CNC agreed upon. I was dating my ex at the time. We had gotten a hotel. Sex was fine, but anal was not. […]

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