The Sad Submissive

There is so much I want to say to you, but I don’t know how. To say I am just a sad submissive is is an understatement. THE SAD SUBMISSIVE WEEPS I feel like I am drowning in a sea of violent sorrows. Maybe I was naive for once again ignoring the warning signs. I should have known that it was coming. Maybe I’m just a victim of my own delusions, this made up fantasy that this would be forever. From the beginning, I told myself not to get attached, but then I did. You are the first man I opened up to since being released from the prison my ex held me in. I let myself become vulnerable with you and I gave a part of myself away to you. The moment I became your submissive, I knew there was no other Dom that I wanted but you. So […]

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Three Simple Words

Every time I talk to my lover, there are three simple words that sit on the tip of my tongue. Three simple words that I want to say to him when we’re in bed together. Three simple words that I want to say as he kisses me goodbye. Those three simple words may not be so grand when they are said alone, but when you string them together and it is truly what you mean, fireworks go off. Sometimes, it brings couples closer together and sometimes, one gets mad and walks away because the other does not feel the same. I LOVE YOU! Instead, I settle for the, “I miss you.” I say that I miss him every single day. To miss someone just seems less impactful than loving someone. I’m very careful with those three simple words. My ex and another guy that I had dated forced me to […]

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More Strange Dreams

Last night, I had more dreams. One of them had to do with my lover telling me that I could stay with him. Sir said that the desire behind that dream was obvious. If I did stay with my lover, we’d never leave the bed. Even in the little bit of the time we do get together, we hardly leave the bedroom. It’s like a sex marathon. I can’t get enough of him. Kissing, cuddling, and a lot of fucking. I don’t know if I’ll ever get to that point with him. I want to be with him and I miss him every minute we’re apart, but I don’t know if he’ll ever get to the same point. He doesn’t seem to believe me when I tell him that I miss him, but I really do and I don’t want to be without him. Yours Truly, The Sassy Sub Daily

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Waking Up Alone

Waking up alone…I really don’t like it. I want to wake up next to Sir Daddy or my lover. I want to wake up spooning or with my head resting on one of their chests. Naked cuddles would be the best so I can have that skin to skin contact. It would make me feel safe and loved. When I wake up and find myself alone, I sometimes feel terrified from the nightmare I’ve had or from past emotional trauma. Waking up next to one of the two men I am fond of, would bring me a sense of comfort. It’s like I know they’ll take care of me. I know they’ll calm me down. I know they’ll keep me safe and I feel like they’ll protect me. Maybe that’s why I feel like calling Sir, Daddy instead sometimes and why I will sometimes refer to my lover as dear […]

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You’re All I Have

It’s officially four months with my Dom today. I don’t know what I’d do without him. I’m a complete mess, an emotional wreck and he puts up with me and the baggage I come with. It’s becoming clearer to me that in terms of emotional support, he’s all I have. I’ve been dating someone for the past three months and even though I have feelings for him, I don’t think he feels the same way so he plays with my emotions and drives me insane trying to figure out where we’re headed. So I think that he’s trying to get rid of me. Maybe I’m just overthinking things and maybe I am just insane. But if he isn’t honest with me, I might end things because I can’t keep doing this. I’m the one who’s hurting because of it. That leaves me with my Dom who’s a million miles away, […]

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Please Don’t Leave

I had a dream or maybe it was more of a nightmare. There was a party at my house and my Dom was here. (I have yet to see my Dom in person, but I hope it will happen someday). I was pretty much clinging to his side. When it comes to my Dom, I am rather needy. Suddenly, he disappeared. I was distraught and looked everywhere for him. He wasn’t in any of the rooms and he wasn’t in the backyard. I walked out the front door and his car was parked on the street so he had to still be here. I continued to look for him, but then got stung by a wasp. Where was Sir? He was just here and now he’s gone. There was a shed out back so I tried to get to it. I couldn’t look in the shed to see if he […]

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Am I Crazy?

His days are my nights. My days are his nights. The distance is rough because I long for my Dom. I wish we were closer because I really want to submit to him in person and I fantasize about him using all of my slutty holes. When he’s busy, it means I don’t hear from him as much. He still talks to me daily, but just not as frequently. I’m a needy sub and I always need and want my Dom. Even when I’m sick, I still want my Dom. Maybe it seems like I’m being a baby or a spoiled brat in the middle of a candy store. Can you imagine it? “Please Daddy please can I lick the lollipop?” But I’m not a little. I don’t call him Daddy. That’s not our dynamic. In fact, it would probably feel weird to call him that. I call him Sir […]

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I’m Attached

Something that I learned even before I lost of virginity is that women tend to get more attached than men after sex. When women have sex, they release oxytocin which is the same hormone released when a mother bonds with her baby/child. It’s the cuddle hormone. However, men tend to see decreased levels of dopamine. This can explain why he may seem to space out after sex. It’s causing him to withdraw a bit and it’s probably why it’s easier for a man to leave a woman he’s hooked up with in the middle of the night. While that may be what is normally seen, it doesn’t necessarily mean it will be the same for every woman or every man. I am the kind of girl who doesn’t exactly get attached after sex. Maybe it’s because I’ve never orgasmed during sex so maybe just maybe, there wasn’t a high level […]

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