Liberty – Breaking His Shackles and Chains

“Liberty (n): (1) the quality or state of being free: (a) the power to do as one pleases, (b) freedom from physical restraint, (c) freedom from arbitrary or despotic, (d) the positive enjoyment of various social, political, or economic rights and privileges, (e) the power of choice.” – Merriam-Webster *Trigger warning: This post contains references to suicide, rape and abuse. If you are underage or sensitive to such material, I suggest that you stop here and turn back. CHAINED TO MY PAST Talking about my ex was always something I found difficult to do. He hurt me in unimaginable ways. I think the physical hurt was the easiest part though it seemed like torture in the moment. However, the emotional trauma seemed to be like an extension to unwanted prison sentence for a crime I did not commit. My friends and family are forbidden from saying his name. I think […]

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Independent and Fearless

“Be that strong girl that everyone knew would make it through the worst, be that fearless girl, the one who would dare to do anything, be that independent girl who didn’t need a man; be that girl who never backed down.” – Taylor Swift *Content warning: the following post talks about rape, abuse, and murder. If you are underage or sensitive to these topics, I would suggest not reading this post. INDEPENDENT AND FREE July’s theme for the Fun Theme Photo Meme is Independence. I had a photo in a blue bralette and leather pants and I really like it in color. However, as a woman who is a rape and abuse survivor, I’ve made the photo black and white. There is currently a challenge going on that calls for women to post black and white selfies on Instagram with the hashtags #challengeaccepted and #womensupportingwomen. It seems that the purpose […]

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My Shoes Didn’t Get Me Out Fast Enough

Mrs Fever’s current prompt for the Summer Writing Project is ‘Shoes’. Nothing really came to mind as I’ve never been a shoe person. I’m not the kind of person who waits in line for a new pair of Jordans and I’m not the kind of person who spends a lot on shoes. Then, I thought about different idioms and finally figured out what to write about. SHAKING IN MY (SHOES) BOOTS When I was with my ex, I was often afraid of what he would do if I left him. He knew where I lived and he already took so much from me. Leaving him was hard because of all the lies he filled my head with. The first time I tried to leave him, he was very hostile. I actually verbalized wanting to breakup. He was a leech and couldn’t have that because that would mean he was cut […]

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Terrified

Something disturbing happened last night so this week, I’m taking a break from Fantasy Friday. I will resume next Friday. I talked to Sir and lover about what happened because I’m still a bit shaken. They always want me to be safe. But right, I don’t feel safe. I’m actually terrified. Why did he come back? I scared of him. I’ve done everything to cut off contact and it feels like he is still after me. I may have forgiven him for the past, but I did not forget what he did. And I wish that he would leave me alone. Yours Truly, The Sassy Sub Daily

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You Breathe Life Into Me

I may be young, but I’ve been through my share of battles. From abuse, to loss, to many health scares…life hasn’t dealt me such an easy hand. For a while, I felt like I was stuck. It was always another day with the same old shit. I was a bit broken. I tried to fix myself with masking tape, but it was always a temporary fix. I was barely living. It was as if I was set on repeat. Suffocating in the toxicity of my own mind as I never learned to cope with things. Instead, I’d run from them and pretend that I never felt pain. But when past traumas bleed into your present, they simply cannot be ignored. To heal, but not harden is not always an easy task. I go from one extreme to another…from bleeding to keloids (I actually do have a few keloids haha). When […]

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Manipulation & Abuse

A few years ago, I met a man who seemed pretty amazing at first. Turns out most of the things he had said to me were lies to entice me and draw me in. He was manipulative and abusive. It was all about his wants and that led to him raping me. He was supposed to my boyfriend; a man who was supposed to love and care about me, but he only loved and cared about himself. He was selfish and nothing was ever his fault. I was never the same after that. It’s taken a lot just to get to this point. I had told myself that I was fine, but there had been a lot of darkness buried deep inside. It wasn’t until I met my Dom that I could see how it still impacted me. I really am grateful for my Dom and that he’s been there […]

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