I’ve always found sex to be a bit painful. When I masturbate, it doesn’t hurt. But no matter how many times or how frequently I have sex, it feels as if I’m losing my virginity over and over again. I’ll always take it like a champ and deal with the discomfort. I was never one …
I Wish It Was You
I’ve never been the kind of girl who had multiple sex partners at one time. Have I talked to multiple guys at the same time? Well, duh. At first, even that was a stretch for me. It’s less messy when you’re only sleeping with or dating one person at a time. You don’t have to …
If Words Could Move Mountains
I’ve always had a thing for learning, more specifically expanding my vocabulary. As a young girl, I wasn’t the girl who enjoyed playing at recess. I’d much rather read a book or do homework. Maybe it stemmed from being yelled at when I couldn’t read a word in the first grade. I still remember reading …
Manipulation & Abuse
A few years ago, I met a man who seemed pretty amazing at first. Turns out most of the things he had said to me were lies to entice me and draw me in. He was manipulative and abusive. It was all about his wants and that led to him raping me. He was supposed …
The Addiction
I know that many in the psychiatric community would argue that sadomasochism is a lot like drug abuse. They’d compare the addiction to Dom/sub relationships to a drug addiction. People from the outside will most likely see these desires as a result of an abusive or traumatic past. However, that’s not always the case. Yes, …
I Am The Sassy Sub
It’s officially one month since the day I started subbing for my Delicious Dom. We had been chatting for a few days and I was immediately drawn to him. He’s an extremely intelligent man and I happen to be sapiosexual so it was a definite turn on. On Friday, December 13, 2019, I had purchased …