He Lives In My Fantasies

“Who are you?Are you in touch with all of your darkest fantasies?Have you created a life for yourself where you can experience them?I have. I am fucking crazy.But I am free.”― Lana Del Rey The current Quote Quest prompt is this quote by Lana Del Rey. I wouldn’t consider my fantasies all that dark, but I do think my deepest fantasies are hidden in the darkest parts of my mind. For this prompt, my response is a bit different. It spurred the writing of a poem. ONLY IN MY FANTASIES In the darkest parts of my mindMy deepest fantasies, you will findStripped and bound by your shadowMy moans and screams in falsetto A cold touch, shivers down my spineIn a land without any sunshineTediously exploring all of my curvesYou stop to focus on my bundle of nerves Pleasure and torment tangled as oneAs the fly of your pants becomes undoneStaring […]

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Fighting a Wall of Fear

“Right on the edge of fear was where trust could grow.” ― Cherise Sinclair I’ve been reflecting on LittleSwitchBitch’s current Quote Quest prompt. What comes to mind is how much I’ve grown with Sir in the last six months. FEAR OF BEING VULNERABLE What is fear? Fear is an emotion. Dasmesh Kaur, J.S. and Raihanah, M.M. take a better look at fear in Mirroring Vulnerability: Fear and Shame in The Judge. They defined fear as an emotion “that pushes an individual into a cocoon of darkness, making him/her appear psychologically and emotionally weak and alone.” When you have a past full of physical and emotional trauma, it becomes a bit difficult to be vulnerable with others. I’ve always been a bit guarded, but after my ex, I pushed people away even more so. Being vulnerable meant giving someone the power to hurt me. I feared that sort of pain so […]

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The Best Dom For This Submissive

“The thing is that you brought this out in me. How could I want it with anyone else” – JM Storm LittleSwitchBitch’s current Quote Quest prompt are these wonderful words from JM Storm. I’ve been following JM Storm on Instagram for a while and I absolutely love what he writes. ONLY HIS SUBMISSIVE When I met Sir, my creativity was boosted. It’s as if Sir was my muse that I had been lacking for so long. I had written so many poems when I met Sir. Desires for you on a cold winter’s nightFantasies of you to which I have no rightSprawled out naked on my bedYou study me like a book you’ve never read Your hands on my body is what I craveA mental construct of you is what I saveNaked on the floor with my ass in the airCome and mount me if you dare Undeniable longings for […]

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