“Who are you?
Are you in touch with all of your darkest fantasies?
Have you created a life for yourself where you can experience them?
I have. I am fucking crazy.
But I am free.”
― Lana Del Rey
The current Quote Quest prompt is this quote by Lana Del Rey. I wouldn’t consider my fantasies all that dark, but I do think my deepest fantasies are hidden in the darkest parts of my mind. For this prompt, my response is a bit different. It spurred the writing of a poem.
ONLY IN MY FANTASIES
In the darkest parts of my mind
My deepest fantasies, you will find
Stripped and bound by your shadow
My moans and screams in falsetto
A cold touch, shivers down my spine
In a land without any sunshine
Tediously exploring all of my curves
You stop to focus on my bundle of nerves
Pleasure and torment tangled as one
As the fly of your pants becomes undone
Staring at the rod that will be my demise
This is the moment in which I fantasize
Your darkness is my beaming light
It consumes me and fills me with delight
Convulsing around your big nightstick
Illuminating me like a crackling wick
But you’re gone in an instant
Again a shadow in a dream so distant
Longing for you on a midsummer day
Hoping when I close my eyes, you will stay
Sir lives far away. I only see him in my phone or when I dream and I long for the day when I can see him face-to-face. But for now, our playtime lives only in my mind and I enjoy the moments we do have.
For my fantasies to come to life, either Sir or I would need to move to another country and it’s not feasible. Maybe one day, maybe.
The Sassy Sub Daily
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