As a sub, I feel like I am so many different things. Submissive is the general term because it can encompass so much. I’m not just one particular type of sub; there are many sides to me.
I am a slut. More specifically, I am Sir’s slut. I am always hungry for his cock. Always eager to be naked for him. Always longing to be fucked by him.
I am an exhibitionist (mildly). The thought of getting caught naked for Sir is thrilling. Though, I’ve only engaged in hidden public like being naked in my own yard. It’s also exciting when I masturbate for Sir. I send him nudes and videos of myself playing.
I am primal prey. I’ve always enjoyed a rough fuck, but I desire for Sir to take me and devour me like an animal. The raw passion and desire is what I dream of.
I am a brat. I guess it’s a bit of a given that I’d be a brat since I am the sassy sub. However, the way in which I am a brat isn’t like most brats. I don’t think I’m bratty toward Sir. Needy, yes. Bratty, no. I’m more of a brat toward others. I guess it’s because I know who I am and I know that I belong to Sir. He’s able to keep me on my leash haha.
I am a little (sometimes). Sometimes, I call Sir, Daddy instead. It’s those moments that I wish for cuddles and kisses. I’m a lot younger than Sir. I know a lot of girls who would think it’s weird that a grown woman like me would want to act like a little girl. It’s not so much that I want to act like a little girl; it’s more so that I constantly desire him and sometimes it’s with more innocence. In those times, I feel like I’m more of a little than I am a slut. Imagine those doe eyes looking up at him while snuggling closer to him. Yes, that’s what I want to do when I wake up and when I go to sleep…to be caressed by him.
I am a masochist (well, I used to be at least). It’s been a while since I’ve engaged in impact play. It’s a bit harder to do when Sir is on the other side of the world so we haven’t really engaged in any impact play. I haven’t even been spanked in months and the last person to spank me was a one-night stand. Although, Sir did have me use the nipple clamps toward the beginning of our relationship.
I am so many more things, but I think the most important is that I am His. I belong to Sir and I enjoy being his sub.
The Sassy Sub Daily