BDSM, Life

Waking Up Alone

Waking up alone…I really don’t like it. I want to wake up next to Sir Daddy or my lover. I want to wake up spooning or with my head resting on one of their chests. Naked cuddles would be the best so I can have that skin to skin contact.

It would make me feel safe and loved. When I wake up and find myself alone, I sometimes feel terrified from the nightmare I’ve had or from past emotional trauma. Waking up next to one of the two men I am fond of, would bring me a sense of comfort.

It’s like I know they’ll take care of me. I know they’ll calm me down. I know they’ll keep me safe and I feel like they’ll protect me. Maybe that’s why I feel like calling Sir, Daddy instead sometimes and why I will sometimes refer to my lover as dear old dad. It feels like they’ll protect me like a dad would protect his child.

Maybe I’m just craving affection. I don’t know, but I just don’t like waking up alone.

Yours Truly,

The Sassy Sub Daily

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i'm just your average girl with a dirty mind. young, asian and submissive...does that pique your interest? constantly in a battle with myself whether to stay confined by my cultural values or to break free like the freak i am.

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