The lover and I have had our ups and downs with the quarantine life. I still have to work. My boss says that our office is considered “essential.” My lover is technically essential, but gets to work from home. We don’t live together so it makes things a lot harder when we want to see each other.
The other day, I felt like he was shutting me out, but now I think he really does care about me. He came running to my rescue when I really needed him. No one else was going to come and he was there no questions asked. I was scared. I was panicking. It was an emergency and he was there for me.
Things could have been worse. I could have been killed, but I was physically okay. I was emotionally shaken. So throw out the social distancing, he held me and calmed me down. I think in these situations, the social distancing rules need not apply. I needed comfort; I needed help. And after all, we are intimate so being held when I was in an emotional frenzy is the least of my concern.
The fact that he came to my rescue just shows how much he cares about me. He was my knight in shining armor. Things are a bit of a mess right now and it will take me some time to fully calm down and sort things out. But knowing that he was there when I really needed him, makes fall for him even more.
I know I’m not in the best emotional state so I won’t call him and declare my love for him. But he does know that when things get rough I want to be there for him and when I’m in trouble, he’s the first person I want to call.
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