I’m in a funk where writing seems more like a chore now. It used to be fun, but at the moment, it feels like something I have to do…another job. I’m not sure if it’s because of the weather or if it’s because of the quarantine, but something is sure impacting me.
I’m thinking it has to do with life being so mundane right now. I go to work and go home or I work from home. The only adventure I seem to get is when Sir plays with me or when the guy I’m dating FaceTimes me and it ends up cyber sex haha.
Other than that, life has gotten rather boring and depressing. Someone my family knows just passed away from the virus. You see it on the news, but until you actually know someone who died from it, it just seemed like one of those things where you say, “That won’t happen to me.” Knowing someone who died from it makes it seem more real and like the possibility of me dying if I get the virus is now even higher. I guess that’s put me in a somber mood as there’s still so much to do with my life.
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