Quarantine has put a big strain on my relationship with the guy I’m dating. He’s becoming more distant. I guess that’s what happens when you can’t see someone; you just begin to forget about them.
For me, I developed feelings for him and now that he’s becoming more distant, it really stings. Sometimes, I’ll lie in bed at night and think about the time we’ve spent together. I’ll get pretty giddy thinking about the way he looks at me when we cuddle on the couch. Then my chest will tighten and I try to hold back tears because he doesn’t really want to talk to me anymore. He blows me off a lot. I barely get a hi now.
We went from not being able to keep our hands off each other to nothing at all. I wish this wasn’t the case. This physical pandemic is creating emotional turmoil. I hate that I feel so down. I hate that I miss him. I hate that I feel so lonely without him.
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