BDSM, Life

Sick and Horny

Laid up in bed and I have two different wants with two different men. I’m sick so how is this even possible. Shouldn’t feeling like death make me just want to sleep in peace? Apparently not because I’m rather restless.

When I think about my Dom, I get rather horny. My Dom is super sexy so I guess it’s no surprise. I adore my Dom. He tends to consume my thoughts. The ways in which he would touch me and use me…those are the thoughts I get lost in. I’ve been wrapped up in blankets like a burrito, soaking through my shorts because I get so aroused by the thought of him. I’d really like to be fucked by my Dom one day.

Then there’s the sexy dad that I’ve been dating. When I think about him, I just want to cuddle with him in bed or on the couch. Anywhere really. I think about him spooning me and holding me close to him as he kisses the top of my head. It brings a bit of warmth to my heart and gives me butterflies.

I guess in a sense I get the best of both worlds. Two guys who seem to be complete opposites. One who dominates me and one who dotes on me.

In terms of connection, things are very different. I have more of an emotional and mental connection with my Dom, but with the distance, we don’t get to physically connect. With the guy I’m dating, I get the physical connection, but emotionally, it’s harder to connect.

But regardless, I’m still horny as fuck and yet I cannot fuck while I’m trying to recover from whatever bug I seem to have caught. For all I know, I have coronavirus. But it could be a million other things. Test kits are not widely available yet so there’s no way of knowing unless my symptoms get worse.

I wish you all good health and safety as this pandemic continues to instill hysteria. A note to the healthy, please stop hoarding everything. Please stop jamming up Amazon Fresh and other delivery services. Those of us who are avoiding people because we actually are sick, need those services to obtain necessities. Times likes these, bring out the selfishness and greed amongst those around me. It also brings out bigotry and microaggression towards those who you may at one point considered your ally or friend. True colors begin to show and at the moment, they’re an ugly shade of shit. Please be kind and considerate of your neighbors especially those who are elderly or immunocompomised.

Yours Truly,

The Sassy Sub Daily

sass c.

i'm just your average girl with a dirty mind. young, asian and submissive...does that pique your interest? constantly in a battle with myself whether to stay confined by my cultural values or to break free like the freak i am.

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