I get really excited when Sir plays with me. I like being his little toy. Sir always manages to make my cunt soaking wet. Last weekend, I didn’t get to play because it was that time of the month. The aunt likes to visit for the weekend and spoil all the fun.
I’m addicted to him and can’t stay away. I know many people who wouldn’t understand the thrill in being humiliated or treated like a sex object, but I like feeling sexually desired by him. I like when he talks about how he would fuck me. I fantasize about the many ways in which he could actually fuck me.
I tend have dreams where he’s taking me forcefully or forcing me to do something I may not want to do. I guess this is why he says my thinking seems Gorean.
Our playtime is better than when I have sex with someone else. The only time I’m physically able to orgasm is during play with my Dom. I know the guy I’m dating is a bit disappointed that he hasn’t been able to make me cum yet. I really can’t figure out why that is yet. Maybe it’s because I feel safer with my Dom that with anyone else. Or maybe it’s because I fear that the guy I’m dating will leave me soon. It could also be due to the fact that my Dom was the first man I’ve orgasmed for and subconsciously, I tell myself that the first orgasm during sexual intercourse should belong to my Dom.
My body and my mind are his so I guess it’s only natural to feel that my orgasms belong to him as well. I don’t even know if what my body is doing is really a thing. Maybe I’m just a little crazy in the head.
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