When I had lost my virginity, the guy was very gentle with me. He took control, but he made sure he didn’t hurt me. It was like this each time we had sex. It was something I appreciated at first because the first time really hurt. Either he would remove my clothing or tell me to strip. He would tell me where he wanted me…on my back or sucking his dick. I thought I liked this because I really didn’t know what I was doing, but I still like being told what to do sexually. Turns out, I wasn’t just inexperienced, I was also submissive.
The next guy I slept with was a bit rougher with me. He spanked me and choked me. He told me that he was making me his bitch. He pounded roughly into my cunt. It wasn’t about my needs. He took what he wanted then ghosted me.
After that, I wanted to be fucked in that way again. Though, I don’t really trust most guys to experiment with breath play on me. I may enjoy rough play, but I’m not trying to die in the middle of a kinky moment. Rather not have someone identify my body that way.
The thing is, I don’t really meet too many guys who are willing to play a bit more roughly. Most guys I meet are rather vanilla so a rough fuck is what I crave.
Spank me. Punish me. Torture me. It turns me on. I like it rough and I came to play.
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