It’s officially one month since the day I started subbing for my Delicious Dom. We had been chatting for a few days and I was immediately drawn to him. He’s an extremely intelligent man and I happen to be sapiosexual so it was a definite turn on.
On Friday, December 13, 2019, I had purchased some new toys. I was playing with them while chatting with this yummy man. I ended up falling asleep while using the Womanizer. I woke up three hours later and it was now December 14, 2019. I had told this man that I had fallen asleep and that when I woke up, the Womanizer was still on. I hadn’t had an orgasm yet.
I explained to him my difficulties in reaching orgasms and that I had only had one in 2015. It took three hours and something minutes along with three vibrators to achieve that. Two of my vibrators had burned out because of that. He found it a bit intriguing and wanted to try something. However, he doesn’t play with anyone without verifying gender first.
I followed his instructions and sent him the requested picture. That was the first time he had seen my lady bits. Thankfully, I had just shaved so I was bare down there.
When we first started chatting, I never expected to become his sub. It had been banter at first, which I do love. But that day, I showed him my V, was the day that my life would change unexpectedly.
I’ve had another “Dom” and even a “Domme” in the past. No one has compared to my Delicious Dom though. Other “Doms” and “Dommes” would not have cared for me in such a way. I have a set of rules and limits for play to protect my identity and most of those have been thrown out the window for my Dom. Trust was built quite easily and I trust that he won’t cause me any harm; maybe some humiliation and discomfort, but that’s to be expected in a Dom/sub relationship. I don’t have to worry about him posting photos of naked on the internet because I know he has my best interest at heart and he continues to help me in many ways.
I’m not an ordinary sub. I’ve got a mouth on me and I’m not easily tamed. Hence, the reasoning for the name, Sassy Sub. I can be sweet if you play your cards right, but I’m also very sarcastic and snarky. I’m loyal to a fault so whatever my Dom asks of me, I’ll do. Most people will see the sassy side of me, but I let my Dom see the more sensitive side of me. We’ve talked about things from my past that I normally don’t really talk about. We’ve talked about my sexuality, my health scares, my family drama, just about everything. Essentially, I’ve been emotionally naked before him.
My Dom got me back into writing again. I had writer’s block for many years, but he said that I should think about writing again. The morning that I became his sub, I wrote my first poem in over a decade. It unleashed the feelings of hurt and betrayal, guilt and shame, from being raped and abused. It was dark. For the longest time, I thought I had fully healed from those wounds, but they’d creep back in and impact me every so often in my day to day life. I was so afraid to date or have sex again. I felt dirty and gross for the longest time. Writing helped me tap into those suppressed feelings to better address them.
My Dom is amused by my discomfort or torment. Early on, he had tormented my clit and it was becoming unbearable. He wanted me to beg to him to let me stop. This was the time I broke one of my limits for him. When it comes to nudes, I don’t show my face because I’d rather not have it traced back to me should they ever be posted online. However, I begged him to let me stop and in exchange, I’d break that limit and send him nudes with face. Then came time for him to see my full body naked and I don’t like full body shots because there are things that I’m insecure about. Once he saw my full body naked, I was so nervous. He didn’t say anything bad about my body; instead, he gave me a pep talk. Now, I find it rather arousing when I am getting naked for him.
My Dom was definitely the highlight of my 2019 and is definitely a highlight of 2020.
I’ll always be your sassy sub!
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