An Open Heart – Falling In Love

“When you open your heart with a quiet mind love rushes in.” – Genevieve Gerard The last prompt of Mrs Fever’s Summer Writing Project is an open one. I OPEN MY EYES I open my eyes each morning and think about my lover. Pinpointing the exact moment I fell in love with him is a bit of a difficult task. It was a culmination of events that led to the desire to spend my life with him. I’ve never been in love before so falling in love was something new and I didn’t know what was going on. Something was changing and I was rather confused. Why did I miss him so much? I didn’t understand why I suddenly needed his comfort in bed when I always liked having the bed to myself. I OPEN MY HEART The possibility of loving someone seemed so distant. I had been hurt significantly […]

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Sixth Sense In The Silence

Content warning: this story contains violence and abuse. If you are underage or sensitive to such material, please do not proceed. SILENCE Silence. It’s 3am. Sasha wakes up and rises in her bed. She shivers as chills flow down her spine. Her green eyes now glossed over as the goosebumps appear on her forearms.  It’s happening again and she can’t explain it. She never remembers her dreams, but she always remembers the feelings she gets upon waking from them.  Panting and trying to catch her breath, Sasha knows something is coming. Her sixth sense is never wrong. Footsteps. “Who’s there?” There’s no answer; the footsteps get closer. “I said, ‘Who’s there?’” Sasha’s voice gets louder out of fear of what may be coming.  Silence. Sasha grabs the bat next to her bed and hides under the covers. She’s hoping it’s just another one of her nightmares. Then, the door handle […]

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Foot Harness On Pointe

“Dancing is the poetry of the foot.” – John Dryden “That foot is not on pointe!” My ballet teacher used to yell at me. I was never the best ballet dancer as I’m highly uncoordinated. My pirouettes were sloppy and sucking in my gut while dancing was uncomfortable. I refused to eat air because I needed a bit more to stay alive. From an early was obvious that I would not advance to dancing with a company THE FOOT HARNESS This week for MLSlavePuppet’s Tie Me Up Tuesday, the prompt is a foot harness or a heel tie. Seeing as though I don’t own any heels because I’ve managed to mangle a foot wearing them, I did the foot harness. The tutorial of the foot harness is by Better Call It Art. Every time I see that name, I think of Breaking Bad and Better Call Saul. This tie was […]

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The Accident – My Vagina Caught On Camera

In my relationship with lover, we experience an accident every now and then. From getting caught in bed by his kid to his sex seeing some of our private texts, something was bound to happen sooner or later. IT WAS AN ACCIDENT Lover and I video chat when we can’t see each other. We’ve been together for about seven months and being without him is hard. I wish we could go to sleep together each night and wake up to each other every morning. But he has a kid and that tends to make planning for a future with him a bit more difficult. A couple months ago, I had posted about one of our video chats. It got hot and heavy like they normally do and his kid heard our moans and groans. We never mean for his kid to catch us. When he caught us in bed, it […]

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I Run Away

“Wherever you go, there you are! You can’t run away from yourself, or the underlying situation, no matter where you go. You won’t find happiness anywhere, unless it’s already there in your heart, and therefore you have carried it with you.” – Andrew James Pritchard I am the kind of person who likes to run away from my problems. This was a normal solution to all of life’s crises and it left a mountain of problems to face all at once. RUN AWAY FROM FEELINGS Physical pain is easy and it’s not necessarily something that I’ll run away from. But, when it comes to emotional pain, I just want to flee because it’s too much. For so long, I turned off my feelings and allowed myself to become emotionally numb. The pain of loss, the pain of failure, the pain of heartbreak all seemed to hit me at once and […]

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Nudity – I Got A Nude Attitude

“When I was growing up, in our house nudity was defined as the period of time between the shower and your towel.” – Amy Cohen For some reason, the song New Attitude by Patti LaBelle started playing in my head when I saw that the Tell Me About prompt was nudity. The chorus of the song ends in, “I got a new attitude,” hence the title of this post. And, it does seem to coincide with how nudity has changed for me over the years. A HOUSE OF RELIGION Growing up, nudity was precisely as Amy Cohen described. I was naked in the shower and while changing clothes. Walking around naked was not an option. Maybe, I was never a fan of clothes because I walked around in as little clothes as I possibly could. A tank top and panties was my usual attire around the house and it still […]

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DOMS – When Pain Meets Pleaure

“DOMS: Proof that you pushed yourself. So enjoy the pain.” – Unknown Dom or DOMS I’m waddling like a duck. Yes, you’re most likely thinking that I just got jackhammered by a massive cock. Was this my Dom or DOMS? Panting and sweating from the intensity. Grunts and moans as my hips hinge. Was this my Dom or will this give me DOMS? Explosive movements. It’s about power and determination. Was this my Dom or will this cause DOMS? Deeper and deeper as time goes on. Yes, I surely feel it in my core. Was this my Dom or am I going to have DOMS? WHAT ARE DOMS? DOMS refers to Delayed Onset Muscle Soreness and it normally peaks 2-3 days after working out. The answer the questions in the above section is DOMS. Over the years of on and off training, I’ve experienced my fair share. I think this […]

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Hierarchies – A Dom and sub

When I read the prompt for No True Way, nothing really came to mind at first. I guess I didn’t really have too many thoughts on whether Dom and sub should be uppercase and lowercase. But then I remembered lover talking about abusive behaviors in some ‘Beta’ males and it got me thinking about hierarchies. STATUS According to Merriam-Webster, status means, “1a : position or rank in relation to others the status of a father. b : relative rank in a hierarchy of prestige especially : high prestige. 2 : the condition of a person or thing in the eyes of the law. 3 : state or condition with respect to circumstances the status of the negotiations.” Social status is a thing. Where you rank in society can impact your educational opportunities, career, community, and even your relationships. We tend to look at social status in terms of lower, middle, […]

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Cartoons – The Craze

“In the midst of the vagaries of life, they provide us a trip to the land of goodness and fairies, of imaginations and possibilities. A childhood that wasn’t spent watching cartoons or reading comic strips, no wonder, seems too dull to imagine.” – Sanhita Baruah CUCKOO FOR CARTOONS As a child, I remember waking up early on Saturday mornings to watch cartoons. Cartoons were also the way to get me out of bed to get ready for school in the mornings. After school, I’d watch even more cartoons. But, I think watching cartoons is pretty normal for a child. Cartoon Network, Nickelodeon, Disney and more; these were often the channels I tuned into. As I got older, I didn’t watch as many cartoons, but it didn’t stop my fascination with these fantasy worlds. Maybe the inner child in me, never let go of the make believe. CRUSHING ON CARTOONS I […]

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Self-Love – Starting A Journey

“Self-love is not selfish; you cannot truly love another until you know how to love yourself.” – Unknown A friend of mine used to tell me not to complain unless I was going to do something to change my situation. SELF-LOVE AND BODY IMAGE I’ve struggled with body image for most of my life. In fact, I suffered from eating disorders as a teenager. I remember the words a boy said to me when I was thirteen years old; he didn’t like my body. This same boy was a boy who often flirted with me. He was a year older than me. But being distraught by his words, I refused to eat. I wanted to be skinny because apparently that’s what boys liked. A couple weeks ago, I wrote about gaining weight during lockdown. I wasn’t happy about my body, but it’s something that I can definitely change so I […]

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